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Old and misty bones settled upon my pathetic form, not unlike a predator to its prey,
setting my being into frenzied reasoning. I was alive again, the pumping of a hollow
heart, gusts sifting through dry gasps of air. What an experience to know the timing of
your dying cells, feeling their last screams, moment after moment of their continued
failing. In such a way I was blessed perhaps, no gauge to my own self was necessary for I
was a road map written boldly for all to see. Well, for those who looked, at least.
Coarsing through my gossamer veins, where once there was oxygen enriched blood, now pumped
the substance of fairy tales.
Dare I say what word that plays upon my lips? Prancing gaily, a
marionette on strings that I control.
Can I speak of such insanity?
Would the old men, tired and weary gawking through cataract eyes not
frown, their ears, though failing, still able to hear such a word of power. Giving
sustanance to a yearning more deeply buried than some ancient lizards bones they would
perk their ears. In a parody of box seat theatre enthusiasts, leaned over the balcony
straining for the whispered words of the villain. The attention from such as they would be
unparalleled.
Yet what an arrogance to think this to be of importance to youger men
than they. For surely those of my companions would not be dazzled by such elder fantasies.
The youth of their hearts even now in my presence, giving way to a heady feel of grace
their untempered bodies smooth and strong..